night walk

I realized on a walk around the block tonight that I've been becoming more self-aware, the way I used to be. When I was little sometimes I would stop and realize "I am me" and get freaked out. Like mentally slapping yourself in the face.

I've been getting that realization more lately, but I dont get scared.

If you dont know what I'm talking about, take a moment to think what makes you tick- your brain? You are all that is you. Another way to do it is to stare at yourself in the mirror for a while and really realize that that person is you.

As I turned the corner back onto my street, I was thinking that I wanted to run into a cat. I thought about this really hard for a few seconds in hopes that it would happen. Guess what? Halfway down the block two cats ran in front of me, and one of them stopped and we stared at each other for a while. I love cats so much.

I think it was a female. She looked alot like this, except her expression had a level of surprise that gave it more intensity:



While black cats are my favorite, I always see myself in orange and white females. Wonder what that means.